Hi, it's Tang! I'm in the middle of something + mom of two adorable kids. This is just a sporadic stories to preserve my thoughts and feeling on life in general. You may also find me on IG @roebyn. Nice to have you around. Enjoy.
(a litle star was fallin down..she lost her wings, but she's still that glowing..) It was one of my bad day ever. Felt so difficult to understand, having too many big questions mark. The biggest anger and the deepest sadness covered my whole day. I told you, it was horrible. Beside of my faith that everything is gonna be alright, my other thought keep telling me that love will prove itself by this chaos. Problems are come and go, but the true love need to be hold and need to be protect. No other. Yeah, how hard [and hurt] the truth is .. I believe that it's one of the light that glances on a gloomy way. -thank you God to gave me even a little strength and wisdom. (a litle star shown her sparkling..she spread her smiling..)
It was nothing I would be never know how failed and how succeed it was sin or bless Just nothing, .. if i can not wait 'till it become something! I know things do change as people do Even a war will be a glory sometimes in the future Nothing left to be regret, live must go ahead I am a person who has many steps forward I am a woman who has many good things that others don't I am one of these people who have been many through for a better life And, do i have any reason to not say 'Thanks'? No :) -4 days before leaving Jakarta
bolehkah aku mampir ke hatimu? inginku memilah apapun yang tercampur di dalamnya sebab antara rasa dan logikamu telah tumpang dan tindih agar kau tahu, mencintainya sedalam itu sungguh tak diterima akalku, dan (semoga) jua akalmu ijinkanlah aku menelusuri kusutnya batinmu melihat dengan mata hatiku, kepada siapa detak jantungmu itu hidup sebab sementara kau memelukku, aku masih dapat mendengar bibirmu menyebut namanya kekasih, apakah kau sudah gila? atau aku yang tak tau diri? bisakah kau tanggalkan saja jubah tua itu? jubah yang sumpah demi tuhan aku jijik melihatnya.. jubah yang aku tahu disematkannya pada pundak gagahmu malam itu, yang lalu kau mengecupnya tanpa cemas, tanpa takut, tanpa bersalah, ada aku yang menunggumu pulang.. mampukah aku oh langit dan bumi, membuka tabir hati yang sedih kelam terjerembab ini sebab kekasihku yang mengasihinya tanpa ada batas waktu itu, membiarkan aku pergi dalam patahnya hati
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